3 days

3 days left till schools out.
I Happy as can be...
But I hate leaving me friends,one actually.
Yes,I know I stupid.
I should be over it.
But I'm not.

I'm so mest up.

How 'bout them red socks?

That's what my sister says when she can't think of anything to say.And scene I can't think of anything...
How 'bout them red socks?
Oh wiat--yeah I can remember how I was talking about thoes Jerks throwing paper wads in my hair--guess what?
It didn't stop.
Today was 12 for 17 mintues.I swear I hate them it almost makes me want to slug one of them--maybe both.
Oh yeah I could get to sleep intell like 1 this morning and then my dog kept barking and barking and barking at 3 then I couldn't get back to sleep.So when 6 rolled around I looked at the clock then I monned and gott out of bed.
Its been a great day!!

No longer here

I tired.I frustrated.And I just don't care.Schools buging me.Teachers seem to think secnce we'll have it esay for two months that they have to pile all the work we would have had in the summer in the next 7 school days.I have a final exam in the last day of school.And beofre that fianl exam we have a review thats 100 questions.the test is only 45, so tell me whats the point of a review that long?
On top of all that, my parents thnk its funny to give me more chores too.And thses 2 kids in my 5th period keep throwing paper wads in the back of my hair.Today I counted 37 paper wads-the class is only 45 mintues long.
So if any one ask I'm no longer here.I'll be hideing intell school gets out.

Cameras

My school put cameras in the school and now I'm so paranoid I'm actually being good in the hall.[but as for the classes that's a different story]
They put the cameras in on Thursday and Friday I had forgotten so I was playing a game on my phone in the court yard,and one of my friends said "the cameras are right there" I was so panicked I thought I was going to get my phone taken away[we are not aloud to have them out]I put my phone in my backpack instead of my pocket so if I was called to the office I could say "what phone?"But I wasn't called but that didn't stop me from jumping out of my seat every time some one came in with passes.
I hate the cameras so much,its hard to sneak gum in your mouth cuz you know 'someones watching'.
12 days of school left [for me].

My brother sent something back

My bother sent a Email to a response yo that blog post awhile back.It was sad.It was three sentences that made no sense.I felt horrible I sent him that letter and he sent me carp.
I told my mom I felt annoyed.
LIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I felt hurt.He hadn't even tyred, out of all the letters the response to mine was shortest.But I had put the most thought in mine.I've always been his favorite sister.But not good enough for a reponse that even makes sense.I thought It was going to be this thing were he said he had been touched and was glad I missed him.Insted he just put my name in front of a bunch of mombu-Jubo.I wanted to cry.
Not the best day of my life for sure.

The lightning thief

Have you heard of the book?We are reading it in Reading.Well my class is reading it I've finished it.And it was pretty good its about geek mythology,that is in present day.
The main character is a kid named Percy Jackson who's father is the king of the sea Poseidon[although he doesn't know it till page 126.]Every one is blaming him for taking Zeus lightning bolt, but he didn't do it.He has to travel to the underworld to prove him self Innocent.
I would recommend reading it,but good luck trying to get a copy,its hard it toke me almost two weeks to get hold of the thing.

School.

Some of my more committed readers will know that I'm one of those weird people who don't want school to end.
Know there is only 16 days left [for me].
And I'm panicking.
I don't want end but at the same time I can't wait to leave.Does that make sence?
Its like when your haveing a perticaular nastey caprisun[yes I hate that stuff] and theres a after taste and so when your drinking it you think 'Gosh! This is nastey! I think I'll stop drinking now' but then to your dismay you remeber that nastey after taste,and you keep drinking and drinking and drinking and soon enongh the whole thing is gone then you hit that after taste and your like 'EWWWWWWWWWWWWWW'and just to get ride of that taste you eat that nastey sandwich with the bread that wasn't even good a month ago.Then -there goes any chance you had of eatimg something good for lunch!
Does that make sence?It did in my head...

You know the post a couple days ago?

You know this post?
http://we-are-falling-up.blogspot.com/2008/05/mission.html
Well,I thought it would be a good idea if I send that to my brother,in a letter.Well my parents the great people they are,decied that it would be a good idea if they ingore my wishes and read the letter anyways even though I told them not to-wait it was my moms fluat.My dad didn't know I didn't want them to read it.
I told my mom to put it in a envolpe and send it off becuse I was late for something.I told her do NOT read it.
She read it.
Then she showed my dad.
Then my sisters.
So much for my privite letter right?
P.S. I know its mothers day but I'm not been on the best terms with her for the past two years so sorry if i don't write something sapy like if I would if it were any other holiday.
latter.

Gone

When I was younger, my older brother Nick,knew a girl who killed her self. I never saw my brother cry before that night. And I didn't know why he cryd I mean it wasn't his fault...Right? My parents later told me the reason why he felt so bad. The girl ,Kathy, had asked him out that day and told him if he didn't say yes,she would kill herself. He thought that she was joking. But when the call came later that night, he kept saying. "I thought she was just kidding" He must have said that a hundred times before he sat down at the kitchen table and just started to cry. It was weird because I remember being confused he face was so plain. He held no emotions on his face,and then just a second later he cries like theres no tomorrow. He looked so bad.

There was a funeral two days later. My brother and I went, I can only remember two things about that day. One everyone wore black no sign of real color. And two,the sound of Kathy's' mother. Screaming at my brother, blaming my brother for the death of her daughter. It wouldn't have been so bad if he had said anything to defend him self. But he thought it was his fault so when the screaming started he just toke it. He didn't even acknowledge this lady screaming at him. His face was pale and he was staring at the ground.

He was never the sameafter that day. He hardly ever talks. My parents tried therapy,it didn't work. Most of his therapist never even heard him speak.

I know he wishes he could turn back time and do that day over. But he can't. No body can. I don't even notice when hes in the room I always think of him as 'gone' now. Hes just not there.

This is based of a true story, some things have been changed around a little but not that much.

Hes still gone.

Have you ever lost a loved one?Like maybe their going to some place and you won't be able to see them for a long time.Or maybe some one who died.And then it doesn't hurt in tell you've realized whats happened?
Today I came home and called out for jason-[I needed help with homework] and then I remeber that he wasn't here and I started to cryd.
I miss him . . .already.

Hes gone

Hes gone.

A mission

"What every one tells you when you've got a loved one going on a mission is that its wounder full because all of the blessings, but what every one seems to forget is how hard it is to let that person go."
"My brother is going on a mission to San Diego,brother and sisters. He will be gone for two years. That's two years I won't here his voice, and won't see his face."
"Me and my brother have been good friends as far back as I can remember,seeing him go will be like a best friend leaving.Which is why I'm probably going to be one of those crazy wack jobs who send him a letter every day."
"In some ways I wish I could keep him form going, but I know that its not right- he needs to be there. But this will not stop me from crying on may 7th, the day he leaves."
"When he my brother came down from speaking today I said 'Jerk you made me cry' and I meant it. I've never been one to cry, and if I do, I hide it."
I spoke in church yesterday.Thats about wath I said.
Hes my best friend and hes leaving.I think I'm gonna cry.

The Riddle

The answer to the riddle is
'There is 3 theirs[there,they're]

Today

My grandads is here.Well not here, here just in the San Antonio I guess.
Any ways we went out to eat yesterday, even though we were all really happy that we were getting chicken burgers.[We don't get good food a lot]but nobody complained as you would imagine.
I'm board out of my mind so please post a comment on my blog so I will have somthing to do.
Riddle for the week:
What can you say out loud and it be true, but when you write on something it be false?