Natalie is going off to college. But so what, right? I have two sisters right?At least one would be here.
Wrong.
I don't know if I ever said anything about this in any of my other blogs, but my Mom went up to Idaho to go off to college, to the same college Natalie is going to. My Mom begged us to go up with her. We told her no over and over again. Its seemed pretty definite that we weren't going anywhere. At least thats what I thought.
Which just shows what I know.
Two days ago-Monday we found out Erin wanted to go up. A change of scenery she claimed. Bull is what I told her. Natalie talked her into I just know it. Erin didn't want to go up, she wouldn't even let mom ask her-and now she is jumping through all sorts of hops to go up? No. Natalie talked her into it.
I know Erin- she won't change. She wouldn't even let me move my nightstand when we shared a room. Now shes picking up and moving almost 2,000 miles? I don't think so.
My Dad and I tried to talk her out of it. It didn't work. Shes going up soon- in the next 2 weeks.
But I still have Dad, right? Yes and No.
Dad has a girl friend- Dad has work. Hes busy, some days I don't see him at all. Some I do. But I grew up with two older sisters and a older brother, and a Mom and Dad. I'm use to having someone around almost all the time. How did I get down to just Dad? How did I get to coming home-alone?
I know I'm 15- almost 16. But I can't-
So now I ask-
What about me?
