If you stuck me in front of a map and told me to point to to Idaho I would give you a funny look and say
"Is that north of Texas?"
Yes, that's right. I have NO idea where Idaho is East, West?I haven't got a clue!
And I'm moving there in my sophomore or Joiner year of high school.
Why you might ask. Well let me tell you it all starts with about two days ago.
My parents are freaked because they think Natalie is going to have a emotional break down. So my mom wants to go up with her to make sure she doesn't. But she stilll wants to be a MOm to Erin and I. Which I personly think is crap becuse she hasn't acted like a Mom in two years.But anyways,she wants me and Erin to come with her.At frist my answer was falt out 'no'. But then I stared thinking. Jason would be there too. I have never hid it. I've always liked HIM best out of my siblings.
So then I said if Erin says yes. I'll go to.
So if you'll exuse me I'm going to look at a map.
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
I'm dead, how are you?
So where doing this colonist thing in history, right?
Well, we're spouse to pick a leader. We put it to a vote. And by some mis count or something I got it.
Yes, thats right yours truly is going to lead 100 'people' in a colony.
I was surprised and flattered and freaked all at the same time. One I hadn't even thought of being the leader, hadn't crossed my mind. Then all the sudden the teacher speaks.
“Well the person that won, was not a big surprise and I'm very happy with who you picked! I would also like to say it was very close the person that won only won by one vote and that is- Virginia.”
My mouth dropped-NO WAY! I didn't want to be picked! In fact far from it, before the vote I had convinced 2 people NOT to vote for me! Apparently that wasn't enough!
The next thought that crossed mind was not surprising, something any one would expect from someone in my position.
Well, if we live that will be good.
But what if we die? Everyone will blame me!
Our first choice was where to live, which was okay because I agreed with what my class said. The second choice was harder. What to do first- make a house, or get food?
Most of the class said 'food' [my pick] , but there was a little less then half that said 'house'. As soon as I said 'food' half the class said 'no!'.
I thought that would happen.
“Listen!”I said above the arguments of the class. “Think about it! Would you die if you had to sleep on the floor for 5 days? No! But we need food.”
That quited some but the others just looked pissed.
The I heard a laugh.
My teacher was looking at the screen and looking at the screen.
“Whats it say?” asked one kid.
“A hurricane came and killed everyone. Everything you built is now flattened!”He finished and I couldn't help but think If this what happened on the first day I lead a group then what would happen if I lead for a week?
Afterwards, everyone was saying things like. 'We trusted you!' and ' I can't believe you got us killed!'.
So my first day and I kill everyone.
I'm dead how are you?
Well, we're spouse to pick a leader. We put it to a vote. And by some mis count or something I got it.
Yes, thats right yours truly is going to lead 100 'people' in a colony.
I was surprised and flattered and freaked all at the same time. One I hadn't even thought of being the leader, hadn't crossed my mind. Then all the sudden the teacher speaks.
“Well the person that won, was not a big surprise and I'm very happy with who you picked! I would also like to say it was very close the person that won only won by one vote and that is- Virginia.”
My mouth dropped-NO WAY! I didn't want to be picked! In fact far from it, before the vote I had convinced 2 people NOT to vote for me! Apparently that wasn't enough!
The next thought that crossed mind was not surprising, something any one would expect from someone in my position.
Well, if we live that will be good.
But what if we die? Everyone will blame me!
Our first choice was where to live, which was okay because I agreed with what my class said. The second choice was harder. What to do first- make a house, or get food?
Most of the class said 'food' [my pick] , but there was a little less then half that said 'house'. As soon as I said 'food' half the class said 'no!'.
I thought that would happen.
“Listen!”I said above the arguments of the class. “Think about it! Would you die if you had to sleep on the floor for 5 days? No! But we need food.”
That quited some but the others just looked pissed.
The I heard a laugh.
My teacher was looking at the screen and looking at the screen.
“Whats it say?” asked one kid.
“A hurricane came and killed everyone. Everything you built is now flattened!”He finished and I couldn't help but think If this what happened on the first day I lead a group then what would happen if I lead for a week?
Afterwards, everyone was saying things like. 'We trusted you!' and ' I can't believe you got us killed!'.
So my first day and I kill everyone.
I'm dead how are you?
Monday, September 15, 2008
So updateing...
So I haven't posted in a while.
Opps.
I don't have much new. Well, besides that Taylor is going to ask out one of my really good freinds. I was trying to act happy for her, I think I did a good job. She has no idea I still like him. Oh well.
Opps.
I don't have much new. Well, besides that Taylor is going to ask out one of my really good freinds. I was trying to act happy for her, I think I did a good job. She has no idea I still like him. Oh well.
Friday, August 29, 2008
His last wish
“But nothing Max! You can't just do that to your self! You already have the pain of me dying, why add more?”Max cringed at the words 'me dying' “The things we can't change will always haunt us, but it is our choices that let us keep living, Max!”His hands dropped to his lap.
I know this is in a story but if you think about it, it couldn't be truer. We can take what life through our way, or we can cry in our on self pity. I know I've been bad about that, I'm going to try to be better!
I know this is in a story but if you think about it, it couldn't be truer. We can take what life through our way, or we can cry in our on self pity. I know I've been bad about that, I'm going to try to be better!
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Me, Miss. Clueless?
As most of you know some schools have started and so far I like all of my teachers[ never has happened before ].
But now to the reall reason.
You knows the type of girl who has like 4 people like her and has no clue? Well I never thought of my self like that but now I'm wounderding.
Yesterday, one of my freinds asked to walk me home, nomarlly I would have said no,[becuse I like to walk home by my self, but he had came over to my house the day before this, and I wanted to know what he wanted as I was very busey when he came over I couldn't talk to him.]
Anways I said yes, and half way to my house he starts to freak out, he kept saying stuff like 'I have to do this I have to telll her' By now I had thought I had already known what he was going to tell me, but I waited to make sure.
I was right, he liked me. He told me it was sence 5th grade, now thats a long time. And I had know idea, not even the idea that he wanted to spend more time with me.I felt so stuiped. It had been years and years, and I miss. clueless had no freaking clue!
But now to the reall reason.
You knows the type of girl who has like 4 people like her and has no clue? Well I never thought of my self like that but now I'm wounderding.
Yesterday, one of my freinds asked to walk me home, nomarlly I would have said no,[becuse I like to walk home by my self, but he had came over to my house the day before this, and I wanted to know what he wanted as I was very busey when he came over I couldn't talk to him.]
Anways I said yes, and half way to my house he starts to freak out, he kept saying stuff like 'I have to do this I have to telll her' By now I had thought I had already known what he was going to tell me, but I waited to make sure.
I was right, he liked me. He told me it was sence 5th grade, now thats a long time. And I had know idea, not even the idea that he wanted to spend more time with me.I felt so stuiped. It had been years and years, and I miss. clueless had no freaking clue!
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
I write on Fanfiction
Most of you that read this, are Maximum Ride fans. And I wrote a fan fiction on it.
I am very proud of it.
Heres the frist part of it.
Fang had been in the hospital for almost three months. He was sick. No, he was beyond sick, he was dying.
The flock had been in a fight when a Flyboy had tried shooting Max. Fang jumped in front, to take the bullet. He was then rushed to the ER. The doctors had said it was fatal, there was no getting around it. He had been shot right above his heart. The bullet had been sliding slowly to his heart. It had been to close to operate safety. He became very sick afterward. They had given him a month at most, but he had stuck around for three.
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I haven't had any bad reviews.
I am very proud of it.
Heres the frist part of it.
Fang had been in the hospital for almost three months. He was sick. No, he was beyond sick, he was dying.
The flock had been in a fight when a Flyboy had tried shooting Max. Fang jumped in front, to take the bullet. He was then rushed to the ER. The doctors had said it was fatal, there was no getting around it. He had been shot right above his heart. The bullet had been sliding slowly to his heart. It had been to close to operate safety. He became very sick afterward. They had given him a month at most, but he had stuck around for three.
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Sunday, August 17, 2008
Sorry...
So I haven't written in a while.I'm sorry.
By the way, the post before was wrong, it turns out he meant to send it to some one esle. So no biggie.
By the way, the post before was wrong, it turns out he meant to send it to some one esle. So no biggie.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
The frouth gone.The more I feel like crying.
Grandfather went to the ER
Parents getting divocerd
Sister going to the ER
Not great friends makeing fun of me becuse the above [loseing two friends]
Good friends for two years making fun of me becuse of above [Loseing One Good friend, use to be good friend]
And this comeing a good friend
yo fuck u im mad at u so stop talking to me alright!!!!!!!!
I don't know what I can do. Its alll comeing so quick.
It hurts do much.
I wish I could go numb.
Parents getting divocerd
Sister going to the ER
Not great friends makeing fun of me becuse the above [loseing two friends]
Good friends for two years making fun of me becuse of above [Loseing One Good friend, use to be good friend]
And this comeing a good friend
yo fuck u im mad at u so stop talking to me alright!!!!!!!!
I don't know what I can do. Its alll comeing so quick.
It hurts do much.
I wish I could go numb.
Friday, August 1, 2008
This weeks total
Going to Niagrea falls [ *5 ]
Grandfather went to the ER and the doctors knowing whats wrong and being able to fix it[ -5 ]
Parents getting divocerd [ -2 ]
Sister going to the ER and the doctors haveing no clue what she has [ -20 ]
Not great friends makeing fun of me becuse the above [ -7 ]
Good friends for two years making fun of me becuse of above [ -15 ]
*5
-5
-2
-20
-7
-15
___
- 34
Great.
Grandfather went to the ER and the doctors knowing whats wrong and being able to fix it[ -5 ]
Parents getting divocerd [ -2 ]
Sister going to the ER and the doctors haveing no clue what she has [ -20 ]
Not great friends makeing fun of me becuse the above [ -7 ]
Good friends for two years making fun of me becuse of above [ -15 ]
*5
-5
-2
-20
-7
-15
___
- 34
Great.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
the worst felling in the world
Listening to what people have to say about my religion!
I'm about to cry!How could people be so cruel?What did we do to you?!
Next time someone say something about how weird another religion is stand up for it.you may not believe it.But were all human we can only be pushed so far.Before we brake.
I feel sick.I need to lie down.
We Mormons try our best,as do a lot of other faiths.
Why be so mean that words can't even describe?
I'm about to cry!How could people be so cruel?What did we do to you?!
Next time someone say something about how weird another religion is stand up for it.you may not believe it.But were all human we can only be pushed so far.Before we brake.
I feel sick.I need to lie down.
We Mormons try our best,as do a lot of other faiths.
Why be so mean that words can't even describe?
Saturday, July 26, 2008
I am FREAKED out![I don't want to be like Natalie]
My sister, Natalie [oldest, 17]has a guy problem.Shes sorta nice to a guy then the next thing she knows she got a stalker.
Some people would be like 'whats wrong with that a guy likes her!' But when they are staring to scare you because there always around it starts to be a problem.
I had that happen at youth conference and it scared the freakin' daylights out of me.This guy who's name is Bob[not his name but a cool one],never let me out of his sight unless it was classes or I was going the restroom. If he had to go he held it. At first it was like cool I got a guy who likes me.Then we had to go back to our dooms and I was going to walk by my self but he insisted I walk with him.I did as he asked,then when he walked me to the door he said
"You want to meet before the dance?"I panicked starting to notice what was happening .
"I promised I was going down with Erin"I thought I had him then he said-
"She can tag along" Then I said something along the lines of 'sister Peacock needs me to help with some of the girls, sorry I can't.'I ran in the dorm and told Erin.Then at the dance he asked me to dance every single dance, most of the time I reluctantly said yes. Two of the times I danced with this guy named Cody, the rest with Bob.It wouldn't have been so bad if he hadn't done the fallowing:
1.Dipped me[he was a inch away from my face]
2.Said the cheesy line 'can I have a map?Cuz I just got lost in your eyes.'
3.Hadn't stared in my eyes the whole time.
4.Put his had in a very uncomfortable place.[his had kept rising...to well you know]
5.Turned me so he could pull me in tighter,[I kept going back].
6.He sat by me all the time If I said I was tired.
7.He hugged me.
Oh yeah and the next day he sat next to me in testimony meaning and put his hand on my knee I 'being lady like' crossed my legs.And sense he was to my right I put both of my hands because I swear trying to grab my hand ALL day!
Now don't get me wrong hes a nice guy, a good friend,and that is all I think of him as.
Some people would be like 'whats wrong with that a guy likes her!' But when they are staring to scare you because there always around it starts to be a problem.
I had that happen at youth conference and it scared the freakin' daylights out of me.This guy who's name is Bob[not his name but a cool one],never let me out of his sight unless it was classes or I was going the restroom. If he had to go he held it. At first it was like cool I got a guy who likes me.Then we had to go back to our dooms and I was going to walk by my self but he insisted I walk with him.I did as he asked,then when he walked me to the door he said
"You want to meet before the dance?"I panicked starting to notice what was happening .
"I promised I was going down with Erin"I thought I had him then he said-
"She can tag along" Then I said something along the lines of 'sister Peacock needs me to help with some of the girls, sorry I can't.'I ran in the dorm and told Erin.Then at the dance he asked me to dance every single dance, most of the time I reluctantly said yes. Two of the times I danced with this guy named Cody, the rest with Bob.It wouldn't have been so bad if he hadn't done the fallowing:
1.Dipped me[he was a inch away from my face]
2.Said the cheesy line 'can I have a map?Cuz I just got lost in your eyes.'
3.Hadn't stared in my eyes the whole time.
4.Put his had in a very uncomfortable place.[his had kept rising...to well you know]
5.Turned me so he could pull me in tighter,[I kept going back].
6.He sat by me all the time If I said I was tired.
7.He hugged me.
Oh yeah and the next day he sat next to me in testimony meaning and put his hand on my knee I 'being lady like' crossed my legs.And sense he was to my right I put both of my hands because I swear trying to grab my hand ALL day!
Now don't get me wrong hes a nice guy, a good friend,and that is all I think of him as.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Youth confence
Remember I said I was going to something called youth conference well it starts Thursday, so I won't be back in tell Saturday night! And since I'm in Pennsylvania it might be like really late sence I'm in a differnet time zone than I was in texas.
Saturday, July 19, 2008
No one understands me!
I HATE it when people say that! [look at title] Its like get over your self stop acting so miss-understood!
You peoples might be wondering where that came from well last night I was talking to my sister Erin about her computer obsession.And she says she uses it as a outlet, and I was like for what I have to go through the same thing as you?Then she starts yelling 'NOBODY UNDERSTANDS ME!'And I was like mad I mean people have it so much worse than her,I mean we at lest have a home to go to.Some people don't even have that.And sure sometimes we don't eat right[OK most] and the whole only two pairs of jeans thing isn't that great ether!But Were alive.Right?Isn't that all you need?
The point is we could have it a LOT worse.I mean we don't have it that bad.And then she say THAT!And then I said you don't have it that bad she said 'wait till you get to high school ' that was more annoying its just another version of your to young to understand!
By the reason this all satared was because my grandpa said about how she was on the computer to much.
You peoples might be wondering where that came from well last night I was talking to my sister Erin about her computer obsession.And she says she uses it as a outlet, and I was like for what I have to go through the same thing as you?Then she starts yelling 'NOBODY UNDERSTANDS ME!'And I was like mad I mean people have it so much worse than her,I mean we at lest have a home to go to.Some people don't even have that.And sure sometimes we don't eat right[OK most] and the whole only two pairs of jeans thing isn't that great ether!But Were alive.Right?Isn't that all you need?
The point is we could have it a LOT worse.I mean we don't have it that bad.And then she say THAT!And then I said you don't have it that bad she said 'wait till you get to high school ' that was more annoying its just another version of your to young to understand!
By the reason this all satared was because my grandpa said about how she was on the computer to much.
Sunday, July 13, 2008
10 Things about my self[not all about my salf but my life
I found out somethings about my self.
1.I can sit in a car looking out the window for 13 hours on a row with nothing to do.
2.I hate fast food now.
3.Water is NOT a opptional thing.
4.I can eat once a day, and be fine.
5.I think the word 'think' is overrated.
6.I don't get motion sick.
7.Mini golf,not my sport,I found this out when the gold ball went 10 feet in the air and landed 30 feet away,taking us 10 minutes to find.
8.Jet lag- VERY reall. 'even if your not on a plane'.
9.I hate bugerking.
10.Back at home in texas,my houes is small[1,700 sq.feet]Comepared to 7,500 sq feet and a mater bedroom that could fit my whole frist flooor at my hose.
11.I like the movie murder 101
1.I can sit in a car looking out the window for 13 hours on a row with nothing to do.
2.I hate fast food now.
3.Water is NOT a opptional thing.
4.I can eat once a day, and be fine.
5.I think the word 'think' is overrated.
6.I don't get motion sick.
7.Mini golf,not my sport,I found this out when the gold ball went 10 feet in the air and landed 30 feet away,taking us 10 minutes to find.
8.Jet lag- VERY reall. 'even if your not on a plane'.
9.I hate bugerking.
10.Back at home in texas,my houes is small[1,700 sq.feet]Comepared to 7,500 sq feet and a mater bedroom that could fit my whole frist flooor at my hose.
11.I like the movie murder 101
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