Today was so bad.Crying is now second nature to me.I'm falling apart and no bodys knows.I can't listen to a love song with out crying.I thought things got simpler after time passed but i got worse not better.And man am I mest up right now.I fell like I'm a miilion parts.I fell like it shouldn't hurt this much.But it dose.
I'm here but I don't feel like it.
I'm thinking about telling my oldest sister,I mean she not the nicest but when it comes to something like this,I'm pretty sure she would be nice.And she is smart enough not to tell my parents.
But I don't know.I'm not sure if I want her to know.
I bet your woudering why its been such a bad day.Taylor got on IM.And I was stupied enogh to think I was strong enough to talk to him. As you can probly tell I'm not.I'm mently unstalbe now. For right now ,I'm in a rut .And pray for me.Cuz I would love to get out.
So What do you think should I tell my sis?
Falling hurts.
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